To the one I love,
I love waking up and seeing that you’ve called or texted me, even if all you said was “Hello” or “Hiiis”. I LOVE falling asleep with you and knowing that I get to wake up next to you. I love when either of us wake up in the middle of the night; turn to the other and say, “huggles!!” with a little whimper in wonderance of why we weren’t clung together while we were sleeping. I love that after that, we cuddle until we wake up again and do the same thing all over again. I love your high pitched voice and our little sayings. Watermelon, Tangerine, Dashhhh Weeeirrddd, Dooset Daram, Plate, Spoon, Waterbottle, Ummmsss…ummssss, NO NOSE! I love the sparingly placed hairs on your chest and how you always have lint in your bellybutton. I love the fact that we’ve been dating for almost two years and I only yet saw your feet once in Vegas. They were cute. I love coming into work and seeing you look back at me as I go to clock in. I love when you tell me you love me but even more so when you just simply smile at me. I love when you come over to my house after work and we eat, watch tv, and cuddle. I love your balding head and your big nose. I love making food for you and hoping that you’ll like it. I love kissing you, hugging you, touching you in any way possible. I love that you make me smile when i’m having the roughest day. I love buying things for you even if it means I keep putting myself more in debt. I love your personality and how traditional you are when it comes to relationships. I love how you care about me and even though I can’t see it sometimes, I know you always do. I love your love of sports and the fact that you’re a Laker fan. I love how sometimes when you’re excited, you talk really fast and you jumble up what you’re trying to say. I love that the only video game you like is Modern Warfare 2. I love holding your hand and walking in step with you. I love when you beg me to follow you around a store so I can make suggestions for you on what would look good or better on you.(Even when I already know anything will look good on you.) I love when you speak farsi and even more when you speak farsi to me.(Also, even though I don’t understand what you’re saying.) I love when you sing and dance in the car, especially to Rhianna. I love that my parents love you. I love that Ollie loves you. I love that Tucker loves you. I love that you haven’t really gotten to know Maddy. I even love that Presley hates you because I hate him too. :) I love how you’re last minute on everything (Christmas) but everything still seems to work out. I love every bit, piece, chunk, fragment, portion, scrap, and slice OF YOU. I love that I’m scared to love you because I know I don’t want to be with anybody else.
I love that you love me and I love you.
I love that you’re mine and I’m yours.
I hope it stays that way.
Her heart—is given him, with all its love and truth. She would joyfully die with him, or, better than that, die for him. She knows he has failings, but she thinks they have grown up through his being like one cast away, for the want of something to trust in, and care for, and think well of…
— Charles Dickens
With you:
I know that some days I can be mean and in a bad mood. (I’m sorry.)
I know that some days I will lash out on you in anger over something small. (I’m sorry.)
I know that some days I will drink and cry and be emotional for no reason. (I’m sorry.)
I know that some days I will even hit you. (I’m sorry.)
I know that some days my insecurities will get the best of me and cause unnecessary fights. (I’m sorry.)
I know that some days I will ignore you. (I’m sorry.)
I know that some days I say wrong things and hurt you. (I’m sorry.)
I know that some days I make mistakes. (I’m sorry.)
I know that EVERY DAY I LOVE YOU. (Its true.)
Without you:
Everyday it is hard for me to sleep.
Everyday I don’t want to get up.
Everyday I will cry.
Everyday it’s hard for me to eat or drink.
Everyday I miss you.
Everyday I want to hold you.
Everyday I want to apologize & apologize & apologize.
Everyday I will try to get you back. & Everyday I will always love you.
